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Okie doke I am not the normal person for a sunday. but it's me Bryony, or Ryon... I cant remember what I go by on here.

But anyway. Lorna is busy with rehearsal for things and stuffs and what not. (I am brilliant at explaining things.) but yes I am mondays so I will be writing a post for then as well... but I dont really have anyhing else to do on a saturday night after work. anyway Lorna wanted me to fill you in on what is going on and stuffs.  

Ok I am not good without a plan... I literally was just like yeah I'll help... shit what do I say.

Ok well I am going to leave you there... I have to think of a blog post for tomorrow as well

night folks 

RYon

Thank You

morning/afternoon!

was going to write the post a little earlier but got watching some movies and did some homework, hope you are all well!!

this week has been an emotional week for me, its has been remembrance week. you see my older brother is in the army and we (my family and his friends) never get a chance to sit back and realize how lucky we are to still have him and still see him the very little we do and so on remembrance Sunday and on Tuesday was filled with tears of love and gratitude.

I don't really know what else to say in this post today expect thank you, to my brother and his friends and most importantly to those whom have fallen, for those who protect us so that we can do what we need to do in life and to do that with freedom.

i would right more but i am no in the right frame of mind, im emotional and stressed which aint the best combo for me!!!

thank you those who have served and continue to do so today you are all amazing and you are all my heroes!!!

Ginger out!!
(its never ever too late to put up a poppy, i have been wearing my poppy bracelet for a whole year, i never want to forget and never wanna stop thanking our service men and woman!)

a clockwork Suess?!?

Dr.Suess

“today you are you, that is truer than true. There is no one alive more youer than you”

We have been given a challenge within this week brothers, and may I say it shall be a difficult one to so I hope I am not to baddiwad with this young chelloveck!

When I first slooshy this saying I was in the bibilo and I feel in love with it. It describes jeezny and lawdies perfectly. Though some lawdies feel they are following fashion and popular lawdies, but in actual fact they are not, well not to the T anyways my brothers. You’re luscious glory will always be a different style to others and so will you’re eyes and you’re height. Brothers I feel that it’s the malencky as well as the bolshy things in jeezny that makes an individual, we are all different brothers no matter how hard we try, so embrace it and love it because “you are you”

Appy polly loggy if this nadsat was wrong a devotchka has to try! And that the blog was malencky

(Nadsat is from one of my favorute book and movie called “clockwork orange” try these websites to help you read through the blog

http://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/Appendix:A_Clockwork_Orange

http://www.visual-memory.co.uk/amk/doc/nadsat.html)

write soon my brothers

Lorna Droog ;) 

NINJA SCARS

“To not have some battle scars is to never have lived”

So this is a bloody amazing quote!!! But if you asked me just straight up what I thought of this quote I would have said that the person who came up with this is a complete dick head (this is my fave new insult if you wish to call it that, and I have also named a seagull dick head too, but that my ninjas is for a complete different time or blog if I can be arsed doing my own) but given it about a weeks thought (even though there was a chance that I would not have had a chance to write one up) and who ever thought of this is the complete opposite of a dick head…..or something XD

In some ways my dyslexic mind tells me that whoever wrote this is kinda wrong, everyone has scares and therefore everyone has lived, I get the impression that he feels that not everyone has had “battle scares” and so therefore have not lived. I feel that battle scares don’t just come from bullying, poverty, abuse and self-harming, it comes from day to day struggle, like getting stressed over an essay that is due in two hours from now and you can’t find jack shit on it, that its own scare, it can be from the frustration of not opening that beautiful pot of Nutela before you’re older siblings get to it so therefore you don’t get anything. We get them through our day to day life’s its what makes us human, its one of those things that we will get either it be through something negative as bullying to something that is in a positive aspect as the alarm not going off in the morning so you can’t have a shower. And in some ways they are a good thing, with bullying you know or remember how hard it made you’re life and how bad it is and the physical or mental side of it is still there so you will never inflict it on others, with the alarm in the morning you will remember to check it twice before going to bed and either go to bed earlier so you wake up earlier or but another alarm on 10 mins before you’re getting up alarm goes off (try it is feels amazing gives you enough time to wake yourself up!)

There is a negative side of it, and for my dyslexia brain to understand and for me to try and get it out there without confusing my lovely ninjas and myself I shall use and example of what I have gone through:

My older brother is in the army, and not only do they get physical scares they have a really bad mental scares which is called  post-traumatic stress disorder, lucky for my older brother and our family he has only experienced once (from what I know)and its horrible, it was after his first tour (not gonna disclose things like name and where because I have not really asked permition so I should not really be doing this so if I post it from my view everything should be a-okay) and his first night with us, and I rember hearing someone wake up (the walls are very thin where we life just ask hazel she will tell you) and a thud it was like 1:00 am and I heard someone run downstairs breathing really heavily and leaving the house, it turned out to be my brother he did not return for about an hour or so after.

But this can happen to anyone not post-traumatic stress disorder, but something similar where something really bad has happened and you can’t just get it out of your head.

Well that’s my thoughts feel free to disagree with me but that’s what I feel scares are not only physical but mental/emotional to and can either stay with you for two weeks, months, years or even a lifetime, but if you are suffering because of your past or current situations please talk to someone have a look at this website it has a verity of different organizations that will help you!!! Talking to someone especially a stranger who has no idea who you are really helps!!!

http://www.nhs.uk/conditions/stress-anxiety-depression/pages/mental-health-helplines.aspx

I love you all my ninjas and the idea of some of you not having any one to talks to breaks my heart!!!

Write soonies my ginger ninjas!!

Lorna <3 

Fuck it all sunday

Fuck it all Sunday!!!!

(Decided to call it that because everyone hates Sunday, shops open late and close early and around here the bells start around 6:00am so yeah fuck it all!)

Well I don’t know what the hell I am meant to write about so I’ll introduce myself!

With 5 not so interesting facts 

1) I’m dyslexic, and not the intelligent one or the one which is handy with a paint brush, nope the dump shit one, but that’s who I am and I like it (plus I get a free laptop out of it and some other pretty cool gadgets so it ain’t that bad!) so expect shit spelling and grammar J

2) I like taking photos, I am shit at it but it’s something I enjoy maybe one day I shall share them with you guys but if you do wanna see some check deviant art I’m called loonyloo1

3) I am a university student and that’s why I get a free laptop and crap YAY :D I’m doing a degree in theatre and tv performance and for our Christmas show we are doing GREASE one of the most overplayed and overdone musicals in the world today but it’s going to be fun :D so please don’t expect me to post one every Sunday because of script work, log books, and sometimes call in if we need extra reahersals, and I will be going out some Saturdays so I might not even wake up till late on Sunday mornings, I bloody hate Sundays!!!! A useless day like group chat on facebook!! 

4) I have a twin sister who was ment to do this but seeing as Sunday is kinda the only day she really has off its not fair into pressuring her to do this with a stressful job it would be nice for her to have a stress free day J

5) I’m dying from the most disgusting illness you will get when you move into uni

 FRESHERS FLU!!!!!!

 So as I am writing this (which feels like my will) I am collapsed on the bed with my lovely laptop on my lap (te-he love the person who created that name oh the laughs) for you’re enjoyment J

so umm yeah enjoy the bad spelling, grammer and swearing XD its comes with not only being dyslexic but a student the swearing is a must it fits nicely with alcohol J

Good night my ginger ninjas and I’ll write soonies 

Lorna